Well this week was pretty boring...i didn't really do anything exciting. I talked to eric on wednesday which was really hard...i couldn't stop shaking and i got really sick...just talking to him. But what i hate is i can't stand not talking to him. It's all just so hard...and i know i need to just move on...if he did then i should be able to, right ( Read more... )

*Well i know that i haven't written in like forever but i just haven't felt like it...*I haven't really felt like doing anything...just crying*And nobody really understands why i cry so much...they think i should be over it...but i'm really not...and it's not that easy to get over...*And i've just been really confused about a lot lately*And nothing ( Read more... )

*Well, thursday night stacy spent the night*We had fun...like always...*But then friday morning i had a hair appointment and we had to go to joce's house to pick up the picture*And we got stuck...went off the alley and hit the drop off on joce's drive way*So yea...i didn't get to my hair appointment and we don't really have a car other than my step ( Read more... )

*Well, we've been takin the PSSA's all week*What fun*But today probably topped off the week as bein horrible...*I went skating...and Eric was there...*It was so hard to be around him withouth breakin down...i was tryin so hard to hold it back...but i just couldn't do it*This is definatly gonna be really hard tryin to get over him...it's gonna take ( Read more... )

*Well this weekend started off by going to the dance*It was ok at first...then i had a break down*I started crying...but i eventually stopped...then started again...how lovely...*I spent the night at stacy's house after...that was actually a lot of fun*We acted like complete dorks!*haha*It took forever to open the tuna..then we had to sleep in the ( Read more... )

*Well, yesterday my dad gave me some gifts...him and his girlfriend bought me new perfume which smells really yummy:-D and a LOT of chocolate to help me feel better...it didn't have much of an effect on me...but it was a nice thought*Then i came home and cried some more*And then i decided i was gonna actually get ready for whatever it was that i ( Read more... )

*Well, i haven't written in awhile because my step dad has had my laptop...*But i finally got it back*But really all that has happened was wedenesday i went skating and then i came home and my mom told me that eric called and of course i was happy cuz i hadn't talked to him since saturday cuz his dad got hid phone line disconnected*But then i found ( Read more... )

*Well, yesterday at school we had wear as many colors as you can day...so i did...and i was nominated as one of the winners...but they didn't announce the two winners yet...so i dunno if i won*And stacy asked if i would wanna go over to her house with the eric's and of course i said yes...*But it wasn't for sure yet...*Then at like 6 eric and eric ( Read more... )

*Wow...i haven't gotten on the comp. in so long but i decided to today and i looked at my last entry...feb 18!*But that's cuz i've been on the phone...with my eric! yay! hehe...but pretty much the only stuff good that has happened since the last entry...umm...cheerleading try-outs...i made wrestling...kinda disappointed...but better luck next year ( Read more... )

*Well, this week went by pretty fast...thank god...*Tuesday was one month for me and eric! yay! we made it!<3*Then wednesday after skool my stomach started hurting so bad...and i felt like shit*I spent all of last night layin in bed...fun fun...*I didn't go to skool today cuz i almost passed out this morning and felt like shit once again...and i ( Read more... )