so its been awhile since ive writen something in here and it will be awhile before i do it again but i have had something amazing happen in my life..... i got my one true love back. i cant really believe it but the only thing that sux really bad is that her friends dont understand. yeah i fucked up like most of us do. there is nothin i can really ( Read more... )

Angel's Wings ( Read more... )

im sorry and i hope one day u will forgive me. i didnt mean for it to turn out this way. all i wanted was some attention...........

well now life just sux. fuck all u pp who say i talk emo in lj bc i do but thats the only time i have something to say. so fuck off. but i just turned 18 and get kicked out of my father ruling. witch isnt taht bad but shit happens. im staying with jon for the time being. he is such a good friend to me. i dont know wat i would do without him. thanx ( Read more... )

so i have less than a month get i have to pack my bags and leave my fathers house. one good thing is that im gettin a car and all i have to do is fix the transmission on it. i also found someone i can move in with. its lala. yay. i think this might be fun gettin drunk and smoke our selves to sleep. now all we have to do is find a place that doesnt ( Read more... )

booo motha fuckas

yay im almost 18 but wen that happens i wont have anywhere to stay... my dad is counting down i think its like 59 days but o well ill figure it out. well i found a way around my U As and its not the best idea but it works. i have someone elses piss on me...... ewww its so gross. wen i got it like 10 mins. later the bag leaked a lil and got on my ( Read more... )

i fucking hate detox drinks. this fucking thing is goin to be the end of me. well hopefully ill pass that fucking piss test but if not im goin to keep on probation for even longer but ill be out of it eventually.

if any of u lil chickens have anything to say to me u dont need to run and tell robin because that makes her feel like she has to choose sides. thats really fucked up.

everything sucks right now. i mean im stuck at home not being able to do anything and she asks me to talk to her she asks me to go play with her. i do wat i can and thats never good enough and it never will be. ive given and all i have and there is nothin left. i dont know how to go on with not being able to get my point a crossed " im in trouble ( Read more... )