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I have no idea why i'm actually posting this cause no one's gna read it ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to suspect I can't fall for anyone as hard as I fell for the guy who took my first kiss.
Idk why. But just seems like it. 
Who knows. Maybe one day someone'll treat me right & I'll let those walls inside down.

I want to go on a perfect spontaneous date, pls?

 I need to know what's on your mind.
 

Went for fencing earlier.
Coach was surprised I could still control my point.
Lost my strength & endurance though.

I've been very confused lately. 
Overwhelming unhappy emotions.
I never used to be like this.
I'm a happy girl, or at least that's what I think.

Cried myself to sleep last night. 
I think it's a blob of emotions I've been keeping in for quite some time,
thus resulting in me feeling so crappy the past few days.
I feel much better now. Let everything out. Wasn't THAT bad.
Some minor tears & that's it.

I went against what I told myself and took the leap. 
Probably the only time I'll ever do it. ( Read more... )

Just read my previous post.
Here's how everything went : I quit the mascot guide job & started working as a waitress instead.
Still enjoying it after 4 weekends :)

I'm ashamed to say I lost the $150 splurge deal.
Made another bet & he won that one.
We met up. I was nervous so I wouldnt shut up.
I had a pretty good time though I doubt he did.

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I haven't been posting @ all.
I'm gna start again, promise. No one comes here anw.

So, what's going on w my life now...
Last weekend, I worked as a flyer distributer for the first time & I must say that I'm nvr doing it again!
6 hrs each day. By the end of both days, my legs hated me.
Until today, it's still tired. Ah well, least I earned $144 from it ( Read more... )

YOG was a good experience.
I honestly hated everything that happened before race day, everything was so messed up.
Thk god for E.Chia & E.Lee. Idk what I'd do w/o them.
It's so cool staying in a village when everyone there are like, the best in their country with a future so bright.
I'm glad to be back home though :)

Went back to swim trng ytd. Looks ( Read more... )

I went to the camp thinking it just might suck.
I was so wrong. This camp is probably the best camp I've been to.
I've met people that have given me memories that I would never ever forget.
Memories that literally puts a smile on my face whenever I think about it.
Aside from Lianhan & Shermaine, there were a few fencers.
Alec, Kurt, Paul, Mir, ( Read more... )