Well, it could have been the way he twisted it in his fingers or maybe it was the way he would take it off only to put it back on, but i could swear he was reeling in his mind about the hard fact that someone had given him a gift. The way he looked at the crystal on the chain, like it was something he could fall in love with, might have broken ( Read more... )

 
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 I am calling wrong numbers just so i have someone to talk to. I am dialing and dialing and telling complete strangers how i love you and how it terrifies me. and i am crying ( Read more... )

 We are hipbones and skinny wrists and low self esteem. We are redblue bracelets and sisters and brothers and daughters and sons. We are destroying ourselves bone by bone and we do not see it. But we are part of something bigger and you cannot take that away from us ( Read more... )

theres so much need running through my goddamn veins. i need a good fuck. i need a cigarette. i need more food than i allow myself. i need i need i need. For a moment there is a longing inside myself to let myself eat. To get better, to recover, and eat like a normal person. Then, like a flash, its gone. I wonder later if it was even there in the ( Read more... )

when they ask me why i continue to not eat. Why i continue to smoke too much and to throw up. Why i punch myself and cut and burn. All i can ever say is 'I'm not dead yet ( Read more... )

 She eats nothing hoping she'll get smaller because all she does is waste space in this world that has never felt like home ( Read more... )

She makes up reasons to live. She fills jars with beautiful things and glitter and calls them magic. When people ask her why all she says is "well, i have to believe in something ( Read more... )

Hes like the sun so bright and giving and i am the world so broken and unforgiving he gives so much and i take even more and we are a part of something so much bigger and so much more beautiful that we cant even stand it ( Read more... )

she pours salt in her wounds again expecting the words to come flowing out but instead comes dustdustdust and she cries into her sleeping gown because the words were all she had left ( Read more... )