NW PITURE!!! aren't I cute!

I don't have much time and am hungry as shit. Plus I need a cig...and maybe a bowl. its early. Anyway. I lost my virginity about a month ago..maybe a month and a half. I've so become a nympho I kinda thought it would happen...I just love sex sooo much. It shouldn't be this hard though. I just want a fuck buddy who will have sex with me almost as ( Read more... )

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I've been smoking alot. My mind hurts. This last week has been hard. My body is shutting down and I can feel it. I like to feel myself die, if you can't feel it how will you enjoy it. We live to die. Anyway I got an A on a paper today. it was worth 50% of my grade. I'm happy...I guess. My head hurts it all moves so slow. my life moves slowly. time ( Read more... )

alright I'm gonna TRY and write all I want to say but we'll see. I get bored fast. SO I like this guy (no name needed) and he doesn't know I like him that I know of. I don't want to ask if he likes me b/c I'm afraid of the answer. I don't know what to do and its killing me to see him flirt with other people. I can't just tell him I like him though ( Read more... )

To whom ever reads this I'm sorry. I might not be posting anymore....we'll see. I doubt anyone will miss it. I don't want anyone who DOESN"T want to be apart of my life accidently read it...

ok so I've been having a good time. college is great and everyone here is great. I've still been smokin and lovin it...its just harder now to get and smoke. it kinda sucks. We are chillin at 1:32 am talkin to these girls...kellys kinda crazy.

Ok So I move Thursday for college. I'm excited but kinda scared. My room sounds nothing like me and she probably won't get me at all...She refered to someone as beng goth as an insult...*sighs* why me? Her favorite colors are pink and purple. *pouts* I can be girly...I can...I am. I'm just girly in a black dark kinda way. She wears a size 5 too. ok ( Read more... )