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Beautiful
I'm going to marry him.
You think I'm crazy right?
Watch me.
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Actions vs Words
He took 3 days off from work to make time for me after exams.
The 3 days between our exams finishing and the time I leave for Scots.
He decided this a long time ago.
He didn't really intend to tell me.
Why am I smiling?
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Disclaimer
Did i mention that this blog is just the worst of my secret life? Oooops. Because it is. The good stuff is swimming somewhere on blogspot. Heh. But yes, back here to vent the worst of it when the superficiality of blogspoted-sunny-faced life has turned rancid.
I hate being the new girl/ interference.
I think they were all better than I was.
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They're writing songs of Love but not for me.
xx thinks xx is really pretty.
But that just makes it harder.
They're writing songs of love, but not for me.
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(Untitled)
Have I lost you?
I don't want to lose you.
I am scared to tell you that you are the only person to have walked in my Amelie world. My private quirky world. I want you to stay, and I don't know what you are thinking. Why do things have to come out like this? Defy all? I haven't, but I want to. Because I want you to come back and be the only person who ( Read more... ) -
Surreal
Guilt at the indulgence of confidance. And rightly so. True guilt for forbidden fruit. Last time, I tell myself ( Read more... ) -
really really really really really down
I have finally confronted something I never realised or dared to confront before. And the person involved will acknowledge none of my feelings about the matter. Or even that I have a valid point. Or that I need to be treated normally and given space. And I am really broken hearted by that. I feel like, to them, I am not a person but a valuable item ( Read more... ) -
I changed my mind
Oh Fickle me.
The children are growing on me. And even the worst of them haven't a thing against me. I really take the world too seriously, I guess. Oscar Wilde would be so ashamed of me. The naughtiest boy came and gave me his worksheet as a present.. the other kids are quite the darlings.. ahhh.. Life has become a lot more pleasant ever since the ( Read more... ) -
Two Little Munchkins
It's been a long day in the primary school. I'm not sure how the children feel about it, but I am emotionally and physically drained by my weekly experiences. I always thought I loved children but I now realise I love them individually, and not as a huge group. The classroom can be a cruel and ruthless place. At 6, the mimicry of hypocrisy emerges ( Read more... ) -
Introductions
There is something strangely promiscuous about posting entries online hoping that people don't read your blog or simply don't know who you are. The truth is, I've closed two eyes for too long and the wind of change is blowing like a gale. Thus livejournal welcome me and I it.
Why does postsecret receive so much mail? Do you think it's the feeling ( Read more... )