damn. I feel like shit. I feel fucking worthless. like nothing. and this is how i feel, not what i feel. it would be simple to not feel anything. like i used to. i miss that shit. i miss being numb, to be honest. and when anything corrupted my numb being, i could just chase it away by getting fucked up. How pathetic is that? now im forced to pull ( Read more... )

well, im sorry for the slacking. its been almost two months since ive updated this damn thing. life is good, but i still suck at it. me and steven are officially together as of 11/6/05. yay i love it ( Read more... )

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(Anonymous)
2005-09-19 18:03 (from 169.139.180.100) (link) Select
yea.. its me the random person again... yea ur the katie... def... gotta be... loser...

we all know im a loser. but who is it anyways??? if its stef, i owe you one. but let me know. this is fun.

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hey guys my internet broke so sorry. anyway, i just turned 16 and i gotta say-15 held way better days. life is rough but watever... i hate school, but watever... steven and me--ugh thats a long story but watever lol. i miss you guys!!! im going to call jaime tonight. anyway, i paid off my car entirely so.. i get my license september 8th..growing up ( Read more... )

So i told my sister (Dez) everything... the parties, the drinking drugs-everything. she laughed and she asked me why i did it now- when i condemned it so much back then?? good point. i guess i have matured-SO MUCH- since then. i cant seem to like any guy under 17. and i am so different from all my girlfriends- ive just learned how to deal i guess. ( Read more... )

chillin at bryans right now. a little bit drunk lol. ok bye

whoa. I am so glad to be in a state of constant change. i read a couple ljs today from every1 in cape coral.... damn, nothing ever changes there. it the same friends... same enemies... evertyhing just sucks still!!!

wow alot has fucking changed in the past month ( Read more... )