Maybe it's because I'm sort of OCD...  Maybe it's because I'm paranoid with a touch of anxiety disorder...  Or maybe it's completely normal, but the area outside of my immediate self, my current routine, etc. seems very cloudy... sort of scary.  I have some plans for my future.  There are some things that I know I want to accomplish.  But for the ( Read more... )

So yeah... I have three jobs now! lol  I don't think I have ever been this tired before... but it's all for the best.  The extra income will be quite useful in terms of (1) keeping a roof over my head, (2) reviving my savings account, and (3) having spending money for the cruise in August.  When my new schedule starts, I will be a full-time NPS ( Read more... )

A lot can change in a year.  I was sitting here reading all the ridiculous things that I had posted and finally decided to just delete everything and start over.  Things were pretty bad for me for a long time, but I didn't want anyone to know... I was embarrassed I suppose.  Anyway, to make a long story short, I am now 22 and divorced- and as happy ( Read more... )