this world can keep hatin im still gonna fight. i laugh in the face of danger and ill cry in the face of defeat but ill reather die a hero then live life as a coward.....im not like you. im me

the last 6 months of my life probably have been the worst six months of my life but i miss them to death and wouldnt trade them for the world. i just wish it could have all went down differently. i just wish i would have stayed closer to some people and never gotten so close to others. getting close to people makes you miss them when there gone and ( Read more... )

man i miss those days before

the depression.the debt.the jail.the cancer.

i miss the days before life caught up to us and we realized we cant be young forever

i find myself at the botom of the bottle more and more these days but not like it was before. im not drunk and having fun now im just drunk and depressed. i dont like it. i went from being a fearless kid to a terrified adult. going from not give a fuck about anything but partying to worrying about where lifes going to take me. i didnt feel this way ( Read more... )

yeah so i guess my dad has lung cancer shit sucks bad. me and my dad dont have a good relationship at all but i dont want to have to sit here and watch him die. Shit hurts man. bad ( Read more... )

yeah i know i suck at life i missed hatebreed and i really wanted to go.....no ride!

bastards i need a fucking car and maybe a lawyer

court tommorow for the 4th time in the last 2 fucking months

this shits getting a little old.

converge darkest hour mansipal waste tonight

court tommorow

see you fuckers a round

Yeah for awhile i deleted this stupid fucking thing ( Read more... )