mä olen maailman urpoin tyhmin sosiaalivammaisin urpo enkä tajua mitään. ostan burkhan ja istun tästälähin vaan saunassa se päässä kun en muuten vaan osaa.

so. i've been working in Biolab X (let's just call it that from now on?) for over 2 months. i took the job because it looked like i still had a chance to get this other job at a movie wardrobe; i thought i'd be there for about 3 weeks, waiting for the next employment to start. i haven't really freelanced as a make-up artist like.. err.. ever and we ( Read more... )

i think i'm about to lose my moronic job i never really wanted to do in the first place. and worst thing is: i don't wanna lose it! i need the money! fuck shit poop on personal finances! i'm so damn tired of always being right broke. the company i work for hasn't received a major order in weeks and i've just got nothing to do so they simply sent me ( Read more... )

it took me all these years to realize that my style and my current taste in music do NOT have to walk hand in hand. i wore an uniform for years and it seemed suitable at that time, but cutting my hair short and natural felt liberating when i got around to it last month. it was my last visual link to the goth/punk scene and it was about time to cut ( Read more... )

almost forgot. shit! the marketing department wanted to borrow me for something tomorrow, and one of the actually came over on my break to remind me to "dress nice" cause i'll be meeting their customers. i nearly chocked. i was wearing an over-sized bubble hat, sloppy vintage cardie, french connection bubble ..err.. dress? and some dr martens. do i ( Read more... )

life is neither very good nor very bad. i cut a few people out of my life and have either refused to talk to them or gone as far as giving em the finger, which is pretty damn good considering i usually just cool down for a few secs and then get back to being treated like crap cause i just can't be bothered to look for better company. and i know i ( Read more... )

haluisko kukaan lähteä myymään kirpparille? 19pv ja 26pv olis valtterilla katetussa ulkotilassa vielä pöytiä, varaus olis jos joku tahtoo lähteä? mun seuralaiseni YLLÄTTÄEN molemmat peruivat (kiitti ämmät..) eli mukaan mahtuis.

pöytä puokkiin olis 10e. ei paha.

me stoopid. i have apparently been socially retarded again. i really do wanna hang out ruska, for some reason i thought you didn't :D ooooh the drama!

so. where does a 26-year-old engaged girl go for some new best friends? got any hints cause i'd sure like to know?

making real friends takes time and effort and it gets harder the older you get. my best friends are all people i've known for more than 10 years; i may sometimes warm up quick on the surface but trust takes a decade. so, from the ( Read more... )

last week at ryhmäteatteri, the last show was on saturday the 23rd so from now on i get off work around 6-8pm instead of around midnight in case anyone wants to go for some coffee or something..?

texas terri at tavastia on tuesday.

could also consider good ol club anvil. hah! it's been over a year since last time..