So obviously I have been either too busy or lazy (or both) to write in this thing, but for the new year I'm going to start it up again. That and a paper journal, uh-huh, yeah. So I went to the coldest place ever for this "ski trip" with my family, where they fed us disgusting food (read: oil, oil, oh yes and oil with oil. maybe a little fish and ( Read more... )

Man I'm a lazy ass and never write in this anymore. I am up to my eyeballs in work and school and ultimate and the radio station, and yet that busy-ness makes me happy. It's so much fun. I'll update in bullets ( Read more... )

Swear to shake it up and you swear to listen, we're still so young and desperate for attention. I'm so bitchy. I've become such a bitch. So I've said many times that Jealousy does not exist in my world, and it should be banned. In fact it IS banned. But just now my boyfriend told me that this girl (who happens to be in love with him) looked ( Read more... )

Well the good news is that, haha, I'm not pregnant. It was just a brief bout of paranoia, paranoia, everybody's trying to get me ( Read more... )

I'm getting paranoid. I keep getting these random bouts of feeling sick to my stomach, like right now. I just feel horribly bloated and queasy. It's happened for the past few days. I'm sick of it.

And I better not be pregnant.

Goddamnit. What is wrong with my body? I think I'm getting sick. Yesterday I woke up and my head felt like it was being split open and I wanted to die. For no reason at all I was sick and throwing up the nothing I had in my stomach and therefore I had a terrible day. Dave took care of me and thank goodness for that... and then I slept it off ( Read more... )

Yes, it's been a summer and it's already August and school starts in something like a week. I dread it with the fire of a thousand suns and I am anxious all the time because I think I have really outdone myself this time. I am king 18 credits of classes(regular is 16 and that was almost killing me), I have TWO jobs, and I play Ultimate Frisbee very ( Read more... )

My day has been made...and for the silliest reason. I was skimming livejournals, and I found Dave's best friend Daryl's diary ( Read more... )

Hey guess what? Glory to me. I have just discovered...the existence of love. Yes, it exists. I never knew that...it's kind of like fairies. You don't actually believe its existence until you experience it yourself. Love may be patient and kind and all that bullshit, but let me tell you something I bet you didn't know. It's actually a double-edged ( Read more... )

He loves me only for sex ( Read more... )