i was so happy about my mom being gone for 2 weeks...that wuz b4 my grandparents stepped in...mainly my grandfather...i dont know if i'll be able to survive...seriosuly...i try my best to stay strong for the people around me to not bring them down...i cant handel it anymore...thsi is just pulling me in a million different directions and im at ( Read more... )

~*just gonna say b4hand to the people that really know me...you may have your theories about who im talkin about here but let me say your prolly wrong (yes ash ur prolly wrong!)...just read and give your comments without jumping to conclusions ( Read more... )

last week was nice...mid exam week it snowed so we were out of school for 5 days which is 5 days longer to study (or in my case put off studying) but al in all it was just great to have a break from school...im stoked cuz 2marrow i get out at 10 so i can just chill for the remainder of the day. :-)...hopefully by the time i get home 2day my phone ( Read more... )

ok so firstoff for all of you who are within driving range of mathews should definately come to the pun show at the high school next saturday from 1-8:30...its gonna be SOOOOO awesome...$5 to get in...some of the bands that are coming are backside slappy, ten years from now, the no talent show, and behind white lies but thats just a few...we have ( Read more... )

i had the crazies f*cking dream 2day when i fell asleep in statistics class...it was the day of my statistics midterm and instead of a written test we had to get on a broom and fly around the school and catch floating numbers and the person to catch the most got a 100 on the midterm...it was really wierd and on tp of it i couldnt make my broom fly ( Read more... )

ok so i am majorly stoked...i wetn to forensics 2day for the first itme in like 4eva and i finally had a peice to perform...i actually wasnt that confident with it yet but then again i never am with my writing...after i performed it i thought he wuz gonna tear it apart and be like you need to change this, this, and this but surpisingly he he ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

ok so i usually censor wat i worte in here cuz in case my mom found this or something but you know wat FUCK IT!!! i dont care anymore...the last 4 months have been a major mess...ive never felt so lonely and i hate the person that ive become...im absolutely miserable at school...the only place i wuz happy wuz at work but thats been fucked cuz of ( Read more... )

does anyone else know how dificult it is to not be understood by anyone...the one thing i hate about high school is the fact that everyone tries to be someone their not and is never really true to themselves...i hate being surrounded by that...its hard cuz i know who i am and wat i want but no one gets it and no one gets me...its so lonely ( Read more... )

my new years resolution is the typical im not gonna drink or smoke and lose weight...and exercise and get along with my family and treat everyone with respect...and im gonna go to school and get good grades.

man u know wat...Fuck that lets get drunk! :-)