As hard as I try for someone else to understand and pretend to vision this, I'm sure you can't, and won't ever know exactly what it was I felt or saw. That depresses me. But this is my dream, in bits and pieces of what I can remember from last night ( Read more... )

I'm craving Anchorman right now. The lines keep running through my mind with "Afternoon Delight" constantly playing in the background... If only I owned it. About an hour and a half ago I got dropped off from Nicholas' graduation ceremony. And he was the cutest graduate I've ever seen in his cap and gown. I'm now dating a college boy, woo. Good job ( Read more... )

Alrighty then. It's been a while, and life has been pretty awesome. School is out in three weeks and I am more than ready for summer. Prom was last night and it was amazing, definitely the most fun I have had at a school dance. Nicholas looked beautiful in his tux and I'd say we matched pretty well. He drove over around four to pick me up, where we ( Read more... )

Summer vacation begins next month. And it will be an awesome one I think, I'm hoping. Prom is in less than three weeks and I'm looking forward to that too. I'd say I have the best date. My mind is blank, so this is just random. My hand drawn Mini Cooper, looking like a five year old colored it, made it to the States Competition for Drafting. What ( Read more... )

I've become obsessed with this CD. I'm beginning to feel annoyed with myself. It won't leave my player. But it's just so hard to take it out. The music is just so beautiful and happy in a whimsical, running through an empty field on a sunny day kind of way. The girls have the most lovely voices ever ( Read more... )

Spring Break has definitely rocked so far, if I do say so myself. I'm going to see if I can remember what I did everyday ( Read more... )

Today I stayed home from school due to an extremely painful sore throat. Okay, so I could have gone to school, but why not take the opportunity to stay home to sleep and read? Yesterday I finished Choke. It was a very interesting read. I can understand why people like Chuck so much, even though I've only read one book and one of his short stories. ( Read more... )

I am officially in a good mood. No big reasons, it just is that way. And it feels nice. The only thing wrong right now is that I'm hungry. I don't think I ever eat full meals anymore. School lunches yes, but those are equivalent to cardboard or plastic. So that does not count. Today at lunch I ate a habenaro pepper (spelling?). Holy crap, I can't ( Read more... )

12:36 AM and I'm not ready for sleep. If it were the weekend, I'd be exhausted, longing for my bed, but week nights.. it just does not work that way. I'm still trying to figure it out. And all I have come up with is that my anxiety is too high for me to be able to lie down, worry free and fall asleep. Before school when I wake up, my sheets and ( Read more... )

I'd like to dedicate this blog to my undying hate for trigonometry and biology. And now I think I'm going to do something that does not relate to either of those.

I'm too stubborn and ignorant.