My 21st is growing ever closer, and weirdly enough, I'm quite freaked out about the whole thing.

I'm also tired of people in love flaunting it in my face. 'Oh, we're just so happy and stuff. Isn't the world a beautiful place?' NO. NO it isn't. It's a shit place.

La la la, I'm so bitter.

I have just developed a big miserable mood, and don't really want to go out tonight. Well, I don't really want to go to Judder. I just feel so properly out of place there. I'd rather stay home with a bottle of wine and watch Black Books until I pass out :(

*Yawn* not so much a crazy weekend, but had fun all the same. Goth night at the pig, spent all night chatting to a fellow Ryan Adams fan from Worcester. Doubt I'll see him again, but was awesome speaking to someone who knew what I was on about. Cracker and Laura's 21st..hmm, a little dull to say the least. Laura was trashed so didn't speak to her ( Read more... )

I want my house to be empty like it was before..when Danni had gone and it was a month of waiting to get another tenant. I liked poncing round the house with Blondie on in my pants. It was fun ( Read more... )

I thought that I wanted to be in a relationship...now I'm not quite so sure that I do. *FUCKING NIGHTMARE*

Yesterday I spent all morning in A&E with Tracey. I have never seen someone look so fucking frightened and bemused. I still don't know if she's okay. I know that she went home last night, but other than that...nada. It was weird cause I'd had an okay weekend, except for the fact I ended up sleeping with someone that knew Tom. And no, I didn't do it ( Read more... )

Oz is insisting that his song is the remix of singing in the rain by mint royale. There there was much debate between himself and Andy over that.

I take it all back. I hate men, and I hate pretty men even more. It just means they think they have a right to piss all over you. Not literally, obviously.

Seriously, you can all fuck off.

I wonder, if I bang my head hard enough against my desk, that all my problems will automatically solve themselves...

Being single is the best fun I've ever, ever had. I love it. Saturday was an awesome night, sunday was an awesome day.