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I hate school. Mindless pointlessness. i hate not speaking in italian. i hate most of the people I surround myself with. I hate the need to forget. I miss people. People that aren't here. Stephen. My family. Any sense of home. Which I haven't had in years. at least three years. I miss my dog that mysteriously dissapeared while I was at school. I ( Read more... )

love puts a tint on things. Two weeks was not enough time in memphis. More and more as i want my future to be my present i want to start a real adult life with him. I know i need to enjoy my last semester senoir year i will but it sucks to be so far away fro something so wonderful. He is everything to me ( Read more... )

Jerry springer is playing on my tv. There is a man who is just a torso and a man who cut off his legs...I wish i was making this up but i'm not ( Read more... )

So I've been working out for the past 2-3 weeks...I've lost two pounds and feel fit. But it feels kinda pointless if I can't use it ( Read more... )

OMG the show rocked peoples socks off ( Read more... )

Ok so maybe the show is not highquality....the musical but I had fun on stage and made every moment count. And the people laughed and laughed. I get this spark and it just explodes and all of a suddnen the audience and I are connected...My family came this weekend along with sonia and matt and a special surprise visit from ethan. It was good. I ( Read more... )

Memphis was fantastic. I truly and completely love stephen. It was so fun. I saw memphis and more importantly spent a week with some one amazing. I hate being back at beloit. It's weird to say that... Beloit has always been my salvation but now I just want to cuddle (among other things) with my sexy man ( Read more... )

Everything that everyone did on my birthday-I was so happy. It was everything I wanted it to be...everything it could be. I have good friends. And a good life...Birthdays are like a little checklist of your heart. I know that could be bratty but I think that's just how I feel. It's like who comes out of the woodwork to sing or right you a little ( Read more... )