i lied. i have friends lol.. ive just been working EVERY day. it seems that im blowing people off cuz they call or text me n im like sorri work till 1130.. i keep doing it to kate n kristin n i feel bad. i did it to trish the other day too ( Read more... )

summer blows when u dont have any friends..

i have worked every day since graduation.

but then i go out with phill.. and <3 <3

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i know this sounds pathetic but i have never been able to get my friends back to the way we used to be before mike.. ever since i dated him.. it just fucked everything up.. like, im glad i had to experiance in a way bc i know what to look for and not look for in a guy and how to tell what the relationship is going to be like so i dont get fucked ( Read more... )

its been fun.. this past weekend was vica.. had alot of fun on that trip, met some cool people.. it was more fun this year cuz i wasnt arguing with my bf the whole time.. i talked to phill a lil bit, but he was working anyway.. i worked sunday n then hung out with phill.. monday was awesome.. i hung out with trish, sheralyn, n some others.. we ( Read more... )

so ronnie is telling me that he wants to rape me.. n im like um.. no.. i will not have sex with you.. n he says thats why i would rape you.. wow ( Read more... )

i am so tired i could even stay awake in crystals car ( Read more... )

every song by 50 cent reminds me of phill.. even tho he doesnt listen too alot of rap.. hes relle into yellowcard n breaking benjamin n the used n thrice.. but idk.. every time i hear 50 cent im like awwww phill ( Read more... )

yepp.. so everythings better.. i was pmsin like a bitch wen i posted that last entry.. me n phil got in a stupid fight cuz he took a joke seriously.. i guess i just figured we broke up.. n then ronnie calls so im like sure ill hang out with you.. and me him n crystal all hung out.. and i kissed him.. and cuddled n shit.. like we didnt hook up or ( Read more... )