where is the point between holding on and letting go? where, in our lifetimes, are we greater than that balance? when will we ever feel satisfied knowing that we are doing both at the same fucking time?

god, i want shaker fries so bad.

i know it sounds bad but, i dont want you to be in love. it makes me upset.

long in waiting, i have no idea what i will write ( Read more... )

im in your middle and you've felt like years and years of changes within myself and everything around me. the world is becoming more depraved, people are getting sicker and standoffish. when i look back in the past, its amazing to me how little i knew, how little i had experienced, how stupid i was and how much i had coming. you never really grasp ( Read more... )

i promise i cut on mcdonalds, ben& jerry's and beer just for the nice tattoo.Amen.

see, i can deal with this kind of emptiness. i used to feel this way all the time, and i knew it was untreatable and i just dealt with it. but for the past year there's been a distinct adaptation to the emotion i'd grown so used to. and suddenly there was cure, you were the light for a while there; and that really helped everything. and it was so ( Read more... )

yesterday was such an incredibly bad day on so many levels that i think the universe realized it was on my shit list and decided to make it up to me. thus: today ( Read more... )

im never satisfied. im having a hard time to mold myself in a such a way for satisfaction and it feels soul crushing. and my whole entire life has been based around trying to find that satisfaction that stays. but im starting to realize that it might just be impossible for me find that perfect something. maybe it doesn't exist. or maybe i on some ( Read more... )

like thieves in disguise, you steal hearts while i consume souls.

1. stay
2. for
3. breakfast