Dang guys, I haven't updated in a really long time.  A lot of stuff has happened!

-I'm in 10th grade now, and I like it a lot better than last year.
-I still have my best friends and we haven't gotten into any stupid fights!
-I have an awesome boyfriend, Derek Keener.  No bull shit this time.
-I'm old enough to get my permit, even though I still don't ( Read more... )

This stupid shit won't get out of my head.  I don't think I can trust anyone again.

North Carolina was so fun.  We got to Tay n CJ's beach house around 9 or 10 on Thursday I think...and for a while, me and Taylor just sat on the roof talking on the phone.  And then CJ came and we hung out with him for a while...then we walked half way to Shannon's house but Cliff picked us up so we rode home in the back of his truck.  I think we ( Read more... )

I'm leaving in like a hour to go to North Carolina.  I hope it'll be fun.  Leave me some nice comments for me to see when I come home :)

On myspace too..(( www.myspace.com/sssaraxx ))

in my arms..on my mind..all the time..
i wanna..keep you right..by my side..til i die..
i'm gonna..hold you down..
make sure everything is right with you..
you can never ( Read more... )

I'm really bored.  Everyone's doing something.  And I'm not.

you almost always pick the best times,
to drop the worst lines,
you almost made me cry again this time,
another false alarm,
red flashing lights,
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die..

God there I go..getting my fucking hopes up again.

YES.  I get to see my beauuutiful Anny-Rae today.

This morning was really eventful.  I had 4 new voice messages and I loooved them all :)

screaming infidelities..and *taking it's wear..

I'm going to North Carolina on Thursday..and eh, I don't really want to go.  But hopefully it'll be fun, and I come back on Sunday.

Today was pretty much...nothing :)

( gosh no one knows how much I love my Anny-Rae. )

( There becomes a time, when enough is enough. )

Becca and Sarah's birthday party was soo fun, and it's gotten a lot better since then because I'm not worried about what I used to be worried about anymore.

I could be an .a.c.c.i.d.e.n.t. but I'm still *trying..

I'm bored.  I'm mad.  I don't like summer right now.  I want to talk to a certain person.  But he doesn't want to talk to me.  I miss Anna.  And Kevin.  And Russell.  And Laura.  Steph.  Sarah.  Becca.  Jeff.  Tony.  Zack.  Whitney.

Tomorrow is Sarah and Becca's birthday party :) Happy Birthday to the very pretty twins.

Anna Rae Amato is cooler ( Read more... )

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