After being out all morning, I slept my ass off and now I'm awake at 11:30 pm and doing laundry. Lame.  But my sister is down here with me playing Resident Evil 4 so I get to watch her, and I get to play World of Warcraft.  Things are going pretty well with my and Sean on the friendship side. We both want to be together, but quite frankly, I rather ( Read more... )

            Tuesday when I get back to work, I'm going to have a talk with Sean. I can no longer kiss him. He and I haven't had sex or anything and he says if he really was all about sex with me, we could have had sex a long time ago-- which is very true. He went and bought me something for Valentine's Day and I loved it but, I hated it, too. This ( Read more... )

I am hurting so.... at times I cry myself to sleep at night because during the day, I have smiled so much to keep from crying. Today, I got mad at my sister for guessing the ending to Benjamin Buttons, but, it really wasn't about her-- I normally have a high tolerance for things.....God I need help. I'm reaching for some sort of happiness, some ( Read more... )

I did my taxes yesterday and I've only been working at my present job since September and I'm getting 1500 dollars for income tax! WOO HOO! Now I can't wait. I definately feel awesome. But the question is.... where does the money go? I have a feeling that this DMV thing tomorrow is going to cause me to have to actually have my car title trasnferred ( Read more... )

                  I've been blogging on myspace like crazy, so I decided to give a complete update. Work is cool. My boss is an annoying old lady, but she means well. I have to give her credit, she definately knows how to keep the dept in tip-top shape.  My hair in 11 months, is two inches below my shoulders-- which is really fast compared to when ( Read more... )

                 Yes, me and my best friend arent bestest friends anymore. She has issues. She's a liar, schemer and a user. Not that I didnt know that before but,  it took me 5 years to actually seperate myself from the situation. Christina and I are done too. I got played by a guy named Scott.  Im in love with a guy at my job, but he has a gf, ( Read more... )

I have NEVER comprimised on my clothing before-- as I dress in ALL BLACK, ALL THE TIME. I usually wear black nail polish, dye my hair black (it's naturally Auburn), and I'm not depressed, but I am kind of a brooder. Nonetheless, even though Christina knew this, she asked me to take off my black nail polish. I compromised, and I told her, I would ( Read more... )

Ohhhhhhhhhh my. Nothing going on here. Doin my sidejob and piggybacking on someone else's internet.  I'm hoping to make some money tonight because I'd like to take Christina out this weekend... sort of a celebration for the both of us because we both got jobs around the same time. Seeing as we both won't get paid for a lil while because of the bi- ( Read more... )

and now people are getting married, having babies, and some have new bfs.... it's exciting and scary at the same time.! So many changes! Well as for me.. I went through some very insane changes. There was drama with ex's gf. I saw her in person and apparently her nose is ALOT bigger in person... I wanted to rough her ass up so bad.... I'm way above ( Read more... )

Tired, tired, tired. This is why I havent been posting. That, and it's easier to post on Myspace since someone is always sending me a message LOL. I was thinking that I should just copy and paste because well, I miss this site alot, and I'm always reading someone else's posts..... maybe someone wants to read mine?

Things have changed alot, and I'm ( Read more... )