okey, I promised you a bunch of bleeding poems, so here they are. I mean, It aint like anyone actually reads them, now is it? guess it's save then.

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The pope died last night. Which got me thinking: what if God doesn't exist? This man who has given his live to something to believe in, and died an awful and very slow and painful death, then dies and figures out that what he gave his live to doesn't exist. How awful must that be? Well, never mind, it's not like anyone reads this, is it? Not that I ( Read more... )

I'm okay today. Not completely happy yet, but okay. I just got a call from a friend. I can call her that now, for I know she is. She was worried about me. That gives her the right to be a friend. They care. I didn't know that, but they do. And for the first time in my live, they showed me. I'm okay. Thank God! I'm okay today. Wow, I didn't think I ( Read more... )

I'm absolutely insane. There is snow outside, and it is beautifull. Also am I feeling lonely. My life is falling apart. I wish I could stick the pieces back together like that vase in your hallway a friend broke while feeding your cat when you were on holiday, which you pretend not to notice, but hounestly do, because you love that friend so much. ( Read more... )

Hi I'm Suicidal_evy, but in real life my name is Lily, or sometimes Evelyn, which is where I got the nickname. I will be posting my poems here when I've found them again. For now. this is it.

Will post more if still alive in morning.