( all is over now )

( me and my insecurities...-_- )

You asked me what I was afraid of a thousand times this weekend, not realising that something was bothering me which had nothing to do with the thing you were talking about. She told you I am insecure. That much you know. But what you don't know is that I am scared of something, just not what you would be expecting. I am scared of losing you if you ( Read more... )

Okay that's it. I've had it. I am someone you can come to with your problems, I am there whenever possible. But sometimes I HAVE PROBLEMS TOO. So don't bloody well think you are the only one. I've had it with bull shit about girls, BLOODY WELL GET OVER IT. I don't care how many people are going to hate me after reading this, not like they take the ( Read more... )

To get back to three weeks ago, when I wrote the bit about the 'experiment' I was going to do, I must say it was not needed to get an answer. The two weeks I was gone, I had constant messages telling me they missed me, or at least, one said that and the other didn't, but still missed me, for I know him, so I am sure of that. The night I came back, ( Read more... )

Last Saturday was my seventeenth birthday. A week before I got a boyfriend, one I love immensely. Now, I am not myself anymore, but I can't say I hate not being miserable. I am truly happy, very much in love, and have wonderfull friends. Now I am sorry to report I lost some one very dear to me to the horror they call bitchyness, but I must say I'm ( Read more... )

( my greatest mistake ever )

( they are breaking and there is nothing I can do )

And all of that even though the newest Harry Potter came out today.

I don't know what happened. One moment I'm quite cheerfull and extremely happy, with my boyfriend and my friends, and the next moment I feel absolutely nothing anymore. I really can't figure out what could've happened to me. I really like that boy, and he does make me happy to some extent, so that's not the problem. Neither are my friends ofcourse ( Read more... )