I can not do this anymore.
I've cheated on him, I've lied to him, I've kept secrets from him, I don't know if I'm even truly in love with him, nor will I ever so long as this THING is on my back!
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I need to do this now, before I lose the nerve.
God take pity on me and strike me down quickly.
I wish I were back on the battlefield... things
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