AH! Fuck! My family is talkin about moving to flordia now cause my dad refuses to move back to Pittsburgh and it's just crazy my moms talkin about stayin with me in Pittsburgh for a while and my dad and Rick stay in flordia I'm just fuck it all I'm not going o flordia I just want my mom dad and Rick to go cause they want to go and they will be ( Read more... )

I’m not awake
But i’m not dead
The drugs await
Lost my money again

They never gave you anything
You think you’d get the fucking point
Who ever that you fucking killed
I see the point but i can’t find a way to get through this fucking minute...
Yeah

I’m not alright, but i’m ok
I'm not alright, but i'm ok

All hail the pessimists
All hail the anarchists
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I got new glasses today I can see it's nice.
Took Zero to the vet blah blah shes fine.
Ah I...Don't know...

I've been feeling confused about nothing and everything...All at the same time.

It's gettin harder everyday just to get out of bed mostly cause I don't even have a reason to be a live anymore let alone a reason to get out of bed.

Today for the most part sucked I feel very sick and tired.Maybe it's from snorting the pain killers last night.But for some reason I just feel some what good. I guess cause rain puts me in such a great mood. I love it ( Read more... )

Well took my dad to the airport today he is gonna be in flordia for a few months me and Rick are evenatully gonna go visit I can't wait cause my grandma wants to take me to swim with dolphines and it will be a year scines my surgery next month ^.^ that makes me happy my mom said she is gonna get me cake with a spine on it a straight spine one ( Read more... )

I just got my tounge pierced a few mins ago the clamps hurt more then the actully needle but the guy went so slow through my tounge.But I was high so it's cool. My lip ring it in my pocket =/ but I'm probably gonna put it back in before I go to sleep.I need more time to think if I really want to take it out.I'll have to get a retainer for it.I'll ( Read more... )

Off to white oak in a few hours.Drugs and drinking horray!

I'm torn between keeping my lip ring and not gettin my tounge pierced or taking out my lip ring and gettin my tounge piecred my moms a bitch about it but I'll probably come back with my tounge pierced. But anyone want to put there 2 cents in on this? please.

K well heres a bunch of pictures of snow the lake my hair and a fat squirrel! Enjoy!

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I went to the lake the other day its frozen over I was walking on it it was so pretty and diffrent people were ice fishing on it I don't know how it was so fucking cold I wanted to walk out to one of the wholes they dug in the ice but I was to scared to walk that far out on it and walk out to a hole in the ice just didn't seem safe.It was super ( Read more... )