Once again I'm high and it's nice Dave and Tim were suppose to come up today I figured out last min. but it got fucked so oh well we're going down hew years ^.^ I'm excited I'll have moeny for weed and I'm not trying to get wasted and shit I'll get a nice buzz then smoke till I can't move cause I want to have a nice time and enjoy myself not take ( Read more... )

I think I'm seeing shit...like seriously not shit out of the corner of my eye and I still don't know it was real...Okay I was playing Mortal Kombat 3 (super nintendo) and I just lost and the person did a sick final move on me and then it said " sinel wins!" then it said "FRIENDSHIP" real big in the center of the screen and it like streched out then ( Read more... )

mom my came in my room and just tripped me out keep I just drank some vodka and egg nog ( Read more... )

I don't like myself to much...I don't like my life...I don't want to be alive anymore...I guess I never really wanted to be. I think the whole world would better off dead.

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I got my X-mas money from my Grandma in the mail today so I was off to Sally's ^.^ I got manic pain bleach 30 vol. manic panic Electric lava (bright ass orange) and after midnigth blue I wanted shocking blue but they didn't have it but oh well I'm excited about dying my hair right for once! bleach and good hair dye I'll probably just bleach it ( Read more... )

Doctors appointment was pointless and I was about 30mins away from Pittsburgh =/ Damn well had to go x-mas shopping with my mom early as fuck this morning I just kinda zoned out and walked aimlessly. Then went to eat chines I got light headed and sick and blah long story short I ended up pukeing in a chines restuant bathroom x_x it sucked I was ( Read more... )

Well we were gonna go down White Oak for the weekend but not anymore either way I have to sit in the car for a hour or longer. I have a doctors apointment in Wexford blah damnit I think I would have been just fine without the damn surgery less pain I know that much. Oh well what can you do ( Read more... )

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I dont even know what date it is I don't know if I've slept longer then 4 hours in the past four days...Everything just blurrs together...My dad doesn't have any weed x_x grrr and I'm gettin a headache but oh well I'm gonna go play Mario!

Give me the dust of my fathers Stand on the face of the ancients Bear the secret flesh of time itself Follow me (Follow me) I’ve come so far I’m behind again Follow me (Follow me) I wish so hard I’m there again Follow me (Follow me) Follow me (Follow me) All that I wanted were things I had before All that I needed, I never needed more ( Read more... )