Long time no write. So much to write, but I'm not going to because I would get severe carpal tunnel and I'm pretty damn lazy...

Whatever. Maybe I'll write something later.

Ciao.

I'm sick and tired of trying to prove my innocence to someone that will NEVER believe me. I'll be 18 soon. A legal adult. Despite all that I am/will still be treated as if I'm 12 fucking years old.

I need a job and a car. I need these so I can get the fuck out of here, but until then I will a 18 year old childIts bogus. All of it ( Read more... )

There is so much of nothing to write.

I've reached a level of utopia.

I'm beyond happy that the Elvis concert is over. It was causing crazy stress. I actually let a few tears drop the day of the concert. My dance in the trio was crazy. We never had time to practice and I basically didn't know any of the dance. But somehow I pulled myself together and learned it 45 minutes before our big rehearsal. I also had no ( Read more... )

There was just me and everything else seemed so far away. I whispered and thought I was screaming. I don't even know how to explain how this one was so weird.

Laughter is an instant vacation.

Your ruining my god damn life! The bad thing is that I like you too god damn much to stop it. My home life is turning to hell again and I can't stop it. I don't know what you're doing to me but I like it. I like it and its hurting everything else. I always give up stuff that makes me happy for my family and I'm not this time. I should but I'm not ( Read more... )

Today was some good clean fun.

I love the Garden State soundtrack! LOVE IT!I'm loving this ( Read more... )

Its over. I ended it. I didn't think I would hurt this much. My vision is blurred by too many tears. I can't breath cause of my nose. I'm sick physically and mentally now.

Its like where do I go from here? What do I do?

Fuck.

For of all sad words of tongue or pen, The saddest are these: 'It might have been!

My best firefighter/rescue buddy was hurt really bad and I won't be seeing him for a long time. When I read his message I was shocked because I kind of saw him as invincible. I guess that was the little kid in me.

The line that hurt the most was: Be safe and thanks for all the smiles ( Read more... )

I really hate school and can't wait for it to all be over. Gah! At least my schedule isn't too bad ( Read more... )