Got wasted last night and ended talking about god for like three hours with kyle, And it was a good convo nobody pushed their beleifs on others we just talked about the different things in religon. Reincarnation, heaven, weither or not hell exsits and that we each are gods creations and would he really just throw away one of his makings....post ( Read more... )

I got one foot in the hole, but I'm still dodgeing those shovel hits to put me under!

This shit right here is for you.
All your faces I can see.
You all think it's about me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate
Am I still damned to a life
Of misery and hate.

You would never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you.

I wish that he would just start beating me again...physical pain I can take, I don't know how much more emotional abuse I can take

Everclear - Father of mine ( Read more... )

could you find it in heart,
to love me once again,
I'm falling to pieces,
and I need a friend,

someone talks of hope,
someday I'll be your son,
but you just want me dead,
and tonight you'll have won,

another day in the life of,
someones tearful tragedy,
on their knees cursing,
thinking of a suicide strategy,

all happiness aside,
where has god gone,
I think they're alive,
but it can't be for long,

someones sad story,
its come to an end,
feeling no pain,
with darkness as my friend.

I just found out that my grandma has cancer, she just broke her hip. I don't know if she can take much more of this. I fucking hate life, it always fucks me over!

I want to be happy, I really do. But I think its impossible, I don't know how to be happy. I know that I'm bringing everyone down and I really don't mean to. I can't help it all I want to do is sleep my life away...baby I'm sorry that I've been like this lately and that I can't help you with your problems. I love you and I hope you can come back

Today ( Read more... )