Well yesterday I went to wrestling it was the last day for the t.w.o so we filmed all kinds of shit I got my ass beat by everyone that was there. Stricnine busted open my lip when he gave me a choke slam but it looked really good so I don't care...When I was narc my jobber guy I had two matches one with myself and another with the camera guy....who ( Read more... )

I've been alone my whole life...I have lived in a house where I can only do wrong, and the only way my parents have talked to me is when they are yelling at me...I've tried to get someone to love me for so long now...but everytime I meet someone I like something gets fucked up...I am I very open, physical person...if I'm hugging another person or ( Read more... )

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theres nothing left ( Read more... )

1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Johnny ( Read more... )

I'm in third hour right now...yeah...I'm a teacher aid for Mr.hoey...good fun I don't do anything all day but sit here and type on the computer well...I asked erica to homecoming...she is supposed to tell me if she is going to go with me in linch which is in like 15 minutes...I'm a little nervous but oh well the worst she can do is say no...I ( Read more... )

I miss the feeling of being loved...I miss somebody caring about me...why must I always be alone? Why can all my friends find someone to love...why doesn't the people I love love me back? I'm tried of being alone...I'm tired of be the "funny" one. How come I always cheer people up when they are down but no cares when I'm hurting? Why are you useing

"I love you ( Read more... )

I force myself through another day ( Read more... )

I force myself through another day ( Read more... )