meh im going to the ledi 2morro nite and i just remembered how i waz almost raped last time, so im kinda scared to go bk, coz jamal goes there every week...meh...i so hope i dont see him ( Read more... )

meh im in the wierdest mood, i need energy, i need drugs. i need to feel alive. it feels like im about to jump out of my body and i keep rocking...my fingers wont stop typing the wrong keys. meh
i just wish this would stop. meh

i went to my new psych 2day, she waz actually pretty nice compared to the other ones i've had. i just hav to find out if shes being honest and not fake like SOR. the only problem with going bk in2 therapy is, its gonna fuck with me bad, it's gonna bring back all this shit i dont want to remember. shes already diagnosed me with pts disorder and soon ( Read more... )

meh, ive still got this random illness thing. i can barely mkae it through work without collapsing anymore. but meh.
my neice courtney waz rushed to hospital last nite, but she should be ok.
meh, im not in a good mood.
I hav to see a new psych 2morro, all pyschs are there for is to fuck you over like everyone else.

i feel really faint and like im gonna vommit at the moment. it mite have sumfing to do with the amount of panadol i took b4 work, but u get that. i dont feel rite, i feel like my heads gonna explode and i also cant see properly. I cant stand work and all the fucking bitches, i mean theres a huge lot of good ppl, but theres a few bitches. and they' ( Read more... )

I'm in the worst fucking mood, ive had enough of all this shit.meh

meh, yesterday waz pretty shit at work, and i waz in a section i had actually worked in there once and i waz expected to know everything, which makes complete sense?! and all the customers were angry at me wen i waz trying my hardest 2 remember what i had done once a full year ago. yer great stuff, eh ( Read more... )

worked 12-5 today, i waz in the basement a lot of the day, coz i couldnt handle customers and certain ppl i waz working with. bailey and moose came in and saw me and we were gonna meet afta and get stoned, but didnt happen.I am soo fucked up at the moment i cant think straight.I have got the biggest gash on my arm i did this morning, it is bigger ( Read more... )

Meh, i waz only at work for 2 hours 2day, i waz meant to work 10-2, i worked 10-12. It waz so hard to stop myself from bawling my eyes out. How dare she fucking call me a freak and tell sum1 that i'd betta watch out. She has made me even more depressed and my superviser loves her, so she wont listen to me unless she does sumfing to my superviser ( Read more... )