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why the fuck does this shit always happen to me. yeah last nite waz so brilliant, i didnt even want to go out in the first plce. my apparant friends left me when i went to the toilets at the paramount. they knew i had no money or way home. apparatly i told them i waz going home...ok then i never even said that once. im so upset, im so angry i ( Read more... ) -
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well...i had an appointment with dr paterson(he was nice to me for a change) anyway i have had my meds changed and i am on prozac and an antipsychotic begining with z, apparntly have bipolar. i'm going back in2 hospital when they have a free bed. i am "sick" off work at the mo until i go in and get out of hospital ( Read more... ) -
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meh, i dont know how to stop this, why wont it just stop -
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meh, ive got some kind of cold and throat thing at the moment, plus my screwed up neck and back are sore too. Today waz soo busy at work andi cant really remember today. i had a headache b4 work so i took 12 panadol, but that didnt help my head waz still sore. i have to work at 8 2morro meh, then i have to return my libray books, dododoo. some ppl ( Read more... ) -
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i got bk from singapor yestaday, i hated that holiday. the only good thingg waz all the funny stuff i can tell baileyy, if u read this, it waz fucking hilarious cant wait to tell u. i dont have to go bk to work till friday, so i get 2 xtra days off. i so dont want to go bk. i can bareely make it through the day now, itds gonna be worse at work. and ( Read more... ) -
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ok, where do i start. a lot of shit has happened to me since i last wrote. lets just say im a lot more fucked up. i took a packet of panadol exactly 2 weeks ago and it didnt even fucking kill me, i didnt vommit it up or anything, its still in my stomach ( Read more... ) -
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tim dyed my hair this arvo, so now its brown, blonde and red, i wanted it random. -
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i got sum good weed on sunday, waz pretty fucked. and then i got fucking abandoned by sum1, i finnally got a lift home with sum random to garden city and then walked an hour home. i got home at 4 in the morning and then i had to get up at 5.50 for work. but meh ( Read more... ) -
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i am so alone. there are people, but they dont really see me. i can be around ppl, but i am still alone. everyone has their own life, who gives a shit about me. i belong nowhere, i have no place. -
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meh, im so fucked. yesterday i waz in the city by myself and i had a panic attack. just b4 then i realsed no-1's willing to sell me dexix, i dont understand y not. im in the fucking worst mood and i just need help.
i cant take myself anymore