What is this life really all about? all I fucking want is some attention and get none of it. Is it hard to fucking look at me? Why do I even bother most of the time I know no one really cares
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I hope you dont mind me commenting, dear. If you do, you dont have to read it.
I used to cut, but dont anymore, I realised I will never have to balls to kill myself, I had me a devious plan to overdose on meds, but didnt go through with it. Sometimes I lay down and think about all the things I will miss, NONE of them were family, but 2 friends I have never met. I know Im not a doctor, but really, If no one will see that your a good person, they are not worthy of being your friend. I s yu in the bipoar group, so maybe yor moods are shifting through stages?
If you dont mind, Id like to friend you. Id lve to have a friend who knows what its like, and doesnt sugar coat the realities of depression/mania by not knowing what it feels like. Maybe we can help eachother? Of course Im not over with my moods, but I feel 'normal' right now, and I think we can help eachother. Or maybe You dont need a friend like me? Anyway, sorry for making this terribly long.
Hi, I used to be a harmer. Iv been harming since i was 8 and now im 22. Iv been getting psychotherapy and its really helped,(not suggesting that this is an option, cause you have to be in the right place). I guess what i wanted to say was that reading your journal is like reading my life. I can really identify with it. I used to write a paper journal in which i would scream at myself. I ended up in a mental hospital in the third year of my degree course, but still passed, I attempted suicide twice, was never discovered, i just didnt do a thorough enough job. I think im in an abusive relationship, at least thats what people tell me. I cant offer you anything except frienship, if you ever want to talk we can IM if youd like. I know what its like to feel invisible. My thoughts are with you. Kat xxx
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I used to cut, but dont anymore, I realised I will never have to balls to kill myself, I had me a devious plan to overdose on meds, but didnt go through with it. Sometimes I lay down and think about all the things I will miss, NONE of them were family, but 2 friends I have never met. I know Im not a doctor, but really, If no one will see that your a good person, they are not worthy of being your friend. I s yu in the bipoar group, so maybe yor moods are shifting through stages?
If you dont mind, Id like to friend you. Id lve to have a friend who knows what its like, and doesnt sugar coat the realities of depression/mania by not knowing what it feels like.
Maybe we can help eachother? Of course Im not over with my moods, but I feel 'normal' right now, and I think we can help eachother. Or maybe You dont need a friend like me?
Anyway, sorry for making this terribly long.
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