I lie to all of you

[suicide_notes5]

I lie to all of you everday, i lie with my smile

Well, its happening again, i thought i was better, i'm not...

I hate girls and i hate boys. I hate everyone and everything. I hate school, i hate love, i hate myself. I only do this to myself. Ill never be good enough. No matter what. I give up. I don't care...

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[just_a_phase__]

hey sweetie,
if you ever need to vent and scream and get shit out of your system feel free to call or IM me and go crazy (really, go ahead)..

..at least I know that's what helps me feel a little better. I'm sorry you're having a shitty day, though. I hope it gets better soon.

Much love <3
Nikki
(248) 514-5534.

thanks

[suicide_notes5]

Thank you nikki that means alot.

Don't hate yourself

[starving_eyes7]

Alayna,
I know that we aren't the best of friends anymore, but i want you to know that i'm here for you no matter what. And i honestly mean that. I love you to death Alayna, and i miss you dearly. Don't ever hate yourself Alayna, your so beautiful in so many ways. Yeah you might lie about being happy but alot of people do. I do, atleast you admit it. Don't ever give up Alayna and you are good enough. I prolly sound really retarded so i'm going to go. I just want you to know that i'm a-l-w-a-y-s here for you, so don't be scared to pick up the phone and call me. I love and miss you dearly.
a.l.l.i.e

Its only your fault if you make it.

[anonymous]

ALayna, Life is always hard it will never be easy. Life is your drama. Sit there and hate everyone blame it all on yourself or get up off your but and do somthing about it. Fix your problems yell at those pissing you off. Say what has to be said. You are only as good as you think you are, if you need to be better the hun become better!

Your old firend Colton.

[harsh_papercuts]

i love you alayna E>