some times i feel like i'm fighting sleep so i have time to myself. but the rest of the time i'm just all alone.

i really cannot believe it. out of anyone. anyone. i never would have guessed you could have. i cannot believe it at all. i can't even begin to explain how, never in a million years would it had ever crossed my mind ( Read more... )

i sleep better in the dark.

this isnt an insult
to your intelligence

this isnt anything

baby you know, i gotta swing from gallows
cause my head already hangs low
cause these days are so slow
i don't want romance and i don't need a second chance
i just want out of this fucking quicksand

i can't wait for the cold.

but there are some things that can't be forgotten, some wounds never heal.

i want to be gone. i want to mean nothing to no one. i don't want to be straight edge, i don't want to be anything. just nothing. in some no where place. i don't want people talking to me or about me. i want nothing.

i wish you never met me

i'm sorry
i'm worthless
you've heard it all before
i know, i know

i fell like i am already in the lake of fire.