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I was thinking today about my dear dear emmalou. Its making me want to cry. I have a fear of never seeing those big sad eyes ever again. I have a fear of never having that comfort again. Im Scared i gess. I love her so much. She like understands my every thought wihtout me speaking a word. She mirriors my feelings, and has imprints of my tears in ( Read more... )

I just want to disappear. How many times can you be misunderstood and then hurt by the harsh words of the only one you love. Ive lost so much in my life..been thrown out so many times. But I gess that just doesnt matter. I gess the way your supposed to live.all i want to do is hold him and kiss him, and i shouldnt not when he talks to me the way he ( Read more... )

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I dont know where adam is. It sucks. I probably should just go to sleep. And kill myself in my dreams..the way i want. But hed hate me for that. God. Where did he go? Ugh it doesnt matter...but he hasnt done this in so long. So fucking long. I just didnt expect it....Maybe he had a hard day or got run over by the lawn mower. I cant even make myself ( Read more... )

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I got my tongue peirced today.and yes im fucking happy as hell. It didnt really hurt much..but it did. I like it...its weird to get used to but ohhh well. I was happy because pat still loves me. My dads pissed but oh well. He can hate me. Well ok i take that back, he can be mad, i really would die if he "hated" me. I dunno i dont have tooo much to ( Read more... )