So today was pretty good. It was fucking hot out dude. But thats k. I went to Celebrate West Hartford with Pat and Deanna, it wasnt bad. I enjoyed it thouroughly. Then we went to the mall and my sister bought me shit. It was kick ass..my brother in laws going with me next week and hes getting his labret pierced when i get my nose *again* and tongue ( Read more... )

Well everything is wearing me down. i overthink. To look at patrick is so painful. I just want to cry. i know that i am worthles.s..im fully fucking aware. But doesnt mean it isnt painful. Ive been soo good, ive been happy for like 3 days..i really dont want to let adam down...but i need to cry..and i dont wanna cry to him..i dont want him to be ( Read more... )

Im @ school and the first 2 hours sucked..but this last one isnt so bad..im in room 2 with liam and harlo.and they just seeem to take all the stress outta my head. they are so cute..theyre playing video games and talkin to eachother..liam was being pikachu and hes going " my wittle wodent is doing good" lol and then he lost and call harlo a bwat ( Read more... )

wow..ok everyone that knows me knows that honesty is my policy. well im fucking ripped. nobody fucking makes my baby brother fucking lie to cover their ass and then fucking patronize him. It gets sooo fucking old. and ill admit i snapped, but i dont go for that. i stand my ground and ill kick some ass. Eve, you can hate me ..i dont care...but your ( Read more... )

Sooo yeah..im @ school again...wow..thats fucking amazing two days n a row. I keep having these wonderful nights with adam..then i wake up and go to school and have everyone take my cigarettes....now im a giving person so that really shouldnt bother me but it does!! god its like ive regressed so far back its insane..i probably dont even get to ( Read more... )

* Name: adam jay gawthrop ( Read more... )

so im still @ schoolio its like 340 and the computer next to me just fucking talked out loud omg..and the scary thing is its NOT a mac...gahh how i hate macs lol..damn people...anyway...i miss my adam..and hes watchin pooperlooper in like 20 minutes...but ill get outta school soon...mom should be here in an hour...adam smokes to many squares hes ( Read more... )

HeYoooo....whattup homeslice....yahhhh adam im talkin to you...whenever u check this...sorry it isnt in spanish..but u know me i dont speak spanish. Uhhhhh im @ school unlike sum little mexican americans that dropped out for the rest of the year ....yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...you loser...your probably still sleeping...lucky bitch...and i know ur ( Read more... )

Ok well i have a feeling this wont be a short entry *sorry adam for the novel ( Read more... )