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Just Tryin To Love Me...
In my new found love of country music, I find songs that move me, make me sway to a beat that's so completely different from what I'm used to. I like it. Guess I'm a little bit country, and a little bit rock and roll ( Read more... ) -
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Watching The Notebook, and I can't help but let the tears roll down my cheeks ( Read more... ) -
Once was a magical place...over time it was lost...
It's done, and I'm back home. Time to process. Time to figure out what I need from life, but I'll be damned sure I'm staying single ( Read more... ) -
Where do I go from here...
I can even pass an ambulance without thinking of her ( Read more... ) -
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After talking... I hope things get better. Apologies made for being consumed within herself. Yet it's to be completely understood. No one can just move right along following a death of a loved one. Especially given the circumstance surrounding such a loss. I wonder if there is a support group for those whose significant others lost a family member ( Read more... ) -
Writing to let it all go...
Where do I begin? Fresno. A place I never thought I'd be. It's weird here and I'm not sure I like it very much. I should have pushed. Pushed harder for her to move to sac. Maybe I gave in too easy. But then again I was looking for an adventure. I guess you could call this an adventure, because it's surely not where I was before. I feel that ( Read more... ) -
it's been ten years...and it's time for a break...
where to go from here. feeling the need for a reprieve, or maybe i just need to get the fuck out of sacramento for a bit. who knows... my only fear is that i actually will get out of california only to be homesick in a few months and have to come home. that's my only fear? no, i'm sure there is more, i've listed them elsewhere, i just forgot where ( Read more... ) -
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I think no matter what.. No matter how hard I try... She will always just be her... The one that got away I guess... She just so that time...that place... Back when I was the the 24/25 year old me. I will just have to hold her in a special place in my heart... And there she shall remain.. like the 3 before her and the 1 after.... Life always gets ( Read more... ) -
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Done. It's over. Sad, but I know this is the right thing. I have to follow my own heart,and do what's best for ME...and me only! For now and for a long time affer that.
I have to be happy with myself first. I have to get to know myself better, to learn how I tick, why I do the things I do. This is the time...it has to be now... If not now... Then -
why do the good girls...always want....
the bad girls ( Read more... )