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desire/
I want someone to be excited to see me.
To think of me when I'm not around.
To miss me.
To find me important. -
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i've fallen in love with joy division all over again.
its so weird that i listen to the same music i did in high school,
but i guess i was just always this awesome.
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Sigh,
This weekend I got the honor of working with PETA's Community Animal Project - or CAP, a program that spays and neuters, delivers straw in the winter, water and housing all throughout the year for dogs who live on the chain or outside ( Read more... ) -
Sirens?
Also,
It's freezing here and feels like home.
I need a new USB cable for my camera. (but instead of buying one I'm hoping someone will loan give me one)
I feel hopelessful
Work is amazing. Hannah loves it here.
I miss being in someones arms at night.
I've never spent a Christmas alone.
I am silly and hope we snuggle when he gets back for Christmas.
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Day One.
So I'm going to start writing in this more because it's the most private thing I have now.
First entry of this new journalistic venture:
My mom told me today that she has a doctors appointment tomorrow morning because they think she has breast cancer. She says she's known about this for a while when she found the lump, but didn't tell me.
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gravity.
I'm a huge walking idenitity crisis. {Is there a family out there that's missing me?}. I'm missing such a huge part of my life, and I'll never get it, I'll never find it.
Part of me still cringes when I look into the mirror. Do my eyes look like someone's I'll never meet? Where do I come from? Who's temper (or lack of a temper) do I have? Who do I ( Read more... ) -
just. lie.
it's night like this where ghosts follow only my shadow.
dragging. biting. snarling.
you're so close behind me, your pale skin untouched.
love. trust. blindness.
infinity.
in your voice.
i'll take you straight to the grave.
how did i once find solace in something so hollow?
i ache to feel as naive as the winter months had made me.
now my skeletons picked, ( Read more... ) -
Resolution :)
I am going to make a conscious effort to update this more. -
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What Dog Fighting means to me.
So I grew up, until I was 11, in the city of Detroit. I was born, raised, and schooled mostly in the city limits.
My first time witnessing the cruelty that man inflicts on animals, was dog fighting. Our neighbors did it, people in the parkways did it, there were pitbulls everywhere, my whole life growing up.
We saw them beat and put into trunks of ( Read more... )