i sit around every day _ wondering what my friends are missing _ what im missing _ what i could've done differently _ how happy i could've been _ if i never said those things _ having to live my life for two people _ wishing it was me instead of them _ wishing i had never met people at all _ having to live with what happend _ having to live _ ( Read more... )

i dont want to say im sorry for the pain ive cause _ sharp stabbs to the heart _ with a rigid blade in my hand _ never knowing i hurt you _ pain_grief_ the things you dont realize_ i never knew i caused you pain_ i never knew i made you cry_ keeping you up all nite with a broken heart _ i didnt know those tears were for me _ please forgive me _ for ( Read more... )

you know i still wonder at nite_ what it would be like _ to share my bed with you _ to gaze into those green eyes like i did unwitingly realizing _ that it was all about to come to and end _ you know that i will always live in regret _ pain _ sorrow _ remorse _ the feelings that coarse from my open wounds _ that you sold me the bullets to _ you ( Read more... )

Lost in a transitional Light _ The romantic sorrow _ the lost dear drop _ trickeling from a remorsefull eye _ to the core the rapid Emotions _ over take your body _ in a corse but frantic manner )( loosing control of all you've known _ Lost in your enigma _ of transitional light _ the spiratic movements_ of your heart panting in the wind _ the lost ( Read more... )

My trash , is your treasure - your treasure is my pleasure to find - beyond the opened door , you will never know any more. Those critisicing - error- Remarks , you run through your mouth . That pain you produce, Your kharma , will float & haunt you for an eternity for those things said , lost in oblivion of pain _ suffering ; in conjuncture to the ( Read more... )

Yeah , im bored as fuck , with nothing to do . I can drive where ever i want , but my life's not getting any better. Im trying to make this summer be great untill the inevidable happends. Still cool with cassie , alway's will be , but she doesnt use my damn name in her journal , which pisses me off . because im not ashamed of who she is , & that ( Read more... )

Hey , people today is today , once again. Ive got nothing to do . But im about to leave to hang out with cass. She still hasnt added me to her damn live journal. Ok well im Bouts to ride out .. G2G Yo