This journal is dead. no more updating. sorry kids.

Wow. I feel so much better now. I don't exactly know what happened, but I talked to my dad and he said that he never said I could never see Mike again, he just said that if my mom isn't home & he comes over I can't go to my moms anymore. I think he just got tired of me not talking to him & gave in because then he said something about me making my ( Read more... )

I hope I just wake up dead tomorrow. Why can't I just die??
I love Mike so fucking much & I can't lose him. He means everything to me, but I need some advice, I don't know what to do.

Well I don't know what to do so I'm updating...again. Me & Molly are waiting for her dad to go to bed so we can sneak out and go to Kroger with like $2. We just went skinny dipping too. Mad fun. haha yeah, and tomarrow Mike is probabaly coming over to Molly's! Not much more to say.

I <3 Mike so very much!

Today totally blew. First me & Molly were gonna go to that Kickflip for Cancer thing, but my dad wouldn't take us & didn't want to to go because of "druggies & highschoolers" It was BS. So then we went to the mall with Molly's dad for like 15 min. but we had no money so it didn't really matter. So then we left and went to some birthday part for a ( Read more... )

Copy & paste this into your journal and do the same...

()Smoked a cigarette
()Smoked a cigar
()Smoked anything else
(x)Kiss a member of the same sex
()Crashed a friend’s car
()Stolen a car
(x)Been in love
()Been dumped
(x)Shoplifted
()Been fired/quit
()Been in a fist fight

()Snuck out of parent’s house
(x)Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
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Today I started out really good, but then I had really bad cramps to I took a pain reliever and could barely keep my eyes open the rest of the day. It was bad haha.

Yesterday was basicly just one big rude awakening. It started in Science when we were talking about how much it actually costs to support yourself. It scared me a little. Then I get ( Read more... )

I'm bored. I'm at the library with Molly, and Hannah's here too. I wanna bust open this bag of sunships, but I'd probabaly get crumbs all in the keyboard. It's so hot, we basicly just came here because it's air conditioned. It feels so nice. My mom said I could go to Molly's untill like 8:30 & so did my dad, but then I called my mom to get her ( Read more... )

I'm updating again because now things happened! I went to Bicentenial Park with Molly because her brothers were shooting rockets off for some boy scout thing and we climbed up this huge dirt hill and just sat there with our arms out. Then we found a big pile of tires, and big dirt mounds that looked like the moon so we pretended we were on the moon ( Read more... )

I'm bored, nothing happened today because I left school in 3rd hour because my sunburn hurt bad & I just didn't feel like being there. The whole time we were swimming Kayla was wearing a shirt, dousing herself in SPF 50, and then when we got out, covering her entire body in towels to avoid the sun. I thought she was a complete idiot until today, I ( Read more... )