Blehhh. Yet another overnight shift. Coworker is out of town, and of course I'm the poor sucker stuck covering for him. it's totally screwing with my sleep schedule. At least I get to go back to day shifts by Friday. Forgot my phone charger at home tonight, so all I can do to pass the time is journal and read a bit before the batteries on my phone ( Read more... )

I'm so sleepy right now, so I decided some journaling might help keep me awake at work tonight. I seem to remember it being a good way to stay focused back in the days when I was a hardcore insomniac. It helps to organize the thoughts, and thought organization is something I've been struggling with lately. I've been having a hard time forming ( Read more... )

I realized yet another flaw in my plan to find a job. I only have 1 form of ID at the moment. While in Minnesota I went to get my passport, and they took my birth certificate. That was two weeks ago, and they said it was going to take 6-8 weeks for my passport to come. Add an extra week since it's being mailed to my parent's house, and then they're ( Read more... )

Need to get motivated. Felt like shit yesterday, so I wasted the day away in bed. Feeling a little better today, but not 100%. Want to do job searching, but I have to work at 9Pm tomorrow night. That means I prettymuch just have time to eat and shower when I get home from this shift. Then it's straight to bed. Fine by me, a little more rest sounds ( Read more... )

At work again. Just wanted to rant about something that has been bothering me lately. Don't worry, it's not work related. I'm sick of complaining about me job.  There's this picture floating around the internet, and I've seen it on facebook a lot lately. I can't complain about it there without starting some sort of flame war. As we all know, ( Read more... )

just a short update to try out my new android.  Got some cleansing stuff, and some natural organic cranberry juice too.  If you've never had all natural cranberry juice before, it's EXTREMELY tart.  First sip I took actually made me do a full blown sour face. I realized I was supposed to shake it first, so I poured the glass back into the bottle. ( Read more... )

So yeah, still haven't applied for any jobs. I was all set to send off my resume to a perspective employer when I realized something. Up until about a week about, I had been smoking weed everyday for about a month straight. Admittedly I don't know a lot about weed science, but I feel pretty confident that I would not pass a drug test at this exact ( Read more... )

So yeah, still haven't really started my job search, but I'm resolved to get on it soon. I was feeling shitty yesterday, and slept all day today as well. I actually had a few listings I had found on craigslist, and I was about to send off a resume when I realized something. My new phone is supposed to come in the mail tomorrow. I do currently have ( Read more... )

So I didn't manage to get my job hunt started yesterday. I had to wake up earlier than I expected, so I got less sleep. It was also poor quality sleep. The kind of sleep where you're not really even sure you slept. I'm pretty sure I had dreams at some point, but they were those dreams where I'm not sure if I was really dreaming, or if my mind was ( Read more... )

I'm back in portland, and back at the porn store. That also means I'm back to feeling irritated. I've been here for about an hour, and my head already feels ten sizes to small for my brain. This headache literally feels like my head is clamped into some sort of vice. I've heard people talk about having headaches like this before, but I always ( Read more... )