i go home in as many days as i can count on one hand! woopdy fuckin woo. i have been stuck in balad for almost a week now in U3 and im bored... bored out of my fuckin mind. i need a beer. and some boobs bouncing in my face. i already told my mom that she has to take me to a strip club as soon as we leave green ramp (that is after i take a ( Read more... )

i leave next wednesday. utill then i live in this shitty building that i cant sleep in. the damn building shakes every time the wind blows. it feels like its gonna fall over if anything explodes. then lucky fucking me, i get to spend a week in balad. my favorite place in the whole world... not. there is nothing to do there. i will have ( Read more... )

just thought id let meself know, or anyone else who reads my shiz.

this is my update, i hope you enjoy it.

on another note. there is this girl that i have been dreaming about constantly. normally in dreams i cannot see faces but i can see her clear as if i were looking you in the eyes right now. i can see her, smell her, hear her voice, feel her touch. i cant stop thinking about her during the day either. im stuck in this hell hole of iraq and i ( Read more... )

im now part of the mortuary affairs team. i was given the honor of helping a lost soldier find his way home the other day. its not as bad as i thought it would be. but then again its not as easy as some would think. writing down his personal effects was the easy part. standing next to a man who had just turned twenty and has two kids and a ( Read more... )

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my mouth seems to be the source of far too much of my troubles. using my mouth before i use my brain is something i cant say ive fallen in the habit of but it is something that makes my day to day life a little bit difficult. today for instance. sgt whitehurst did something yesterday that in our circle (maintinence personel) we know is not ( Read more... )

i left off in my last entry with something about falling flat on my ass. its not going to happen again. with the tools i have gained in the last couple years i will be more than capable of taking care of myself in the civilian world. (on a side note) adding injury to insult... yesterday i injured my back. the profile they gave me is "no ( Read more... )

see... back home in the states we can at least go visit other people... see people from other units, drink a beer, maybe even go to the strip club and see some titties. out here it is the same thing day after fucking day. i see the same faces. atempt to avoid the same fucking people. wake up at the same time. go to sleep when i can no longer ( Read more... )