oh god, im going crazy ( Read more... )

As many might know, I made a fool of myself one night not too long ago.

Disconnected since then.

I feel like I'm not allowed to talk to or about.

When someone wants to give advice/their opinion, I take it.  But once I ask a question I'm playing a fucking game.  Not fair.

Thanks for making me feel like an asshole.

I want to just move away from it all.  ( Read more... )

I think I made a mistake.  A huge and awful mistake.

Phone
Computer
Ankle
Hip Flexors
Hamstrings
Body
Love life
Homework
Immediate Future
Future Future

As least I got my phone fixed.

This has been a good day.  A good week.  A good weekend-into-week.  A good semester (well, all 2 weeks of it).

Ahhh.

Just a few more weeks!

Excitement ensues.

I feel rejuvenated.  Relaxed.  Happy.  Energetic.  Awake to the world.  I think I am finally back on track.

I think I need to make a decision.
A or B.
I'm afraid I know the right answer.
Its probably me.
But its never been just the basic.
Pretty scary
Shit.

I have managed to quietly craze up my life in just a few months.

Some topics are just plain tough to talk about.  Its especially hard when you are talking with someone you care about but disagree completely with.  They want me to see their way, I want them to see mine.  Even if we do "see" the other side, we are both too stuck in our own ways to really change.  And no one really wants that, for someone else to ( Read more... )

Although I am feeling a little better due to a video a friend sent me, the past two days has had me fallen back more than a few of the spaces I have been working on all semester.  Lets face it, this semester sucks.  There was about a month in there where things overall were pretty good, but once again, I let life get to me, exes get to me, and dear ( Read more... )

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Senioritis
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=senioritis

As I look over the past three-almost-four years, I think: man oh man, things have changed.
I certainly know more about what I want now.
Shoulda, coulda, woulda.
Recently, things have been headed a certain direction, even though I told myself I wouldn't let ( Read more... )

Its so easy ( Read more... )