I want my Kat! Sis where are you!! Chloe is mean and will not let me use her phone! And then I got asked out by this guy named Steven (really cute and all) But I turned him down cause I love Kay, and I havent heard nor seen Kay in almost a month and... KAT HELP ME! ; ;

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I am so glad today is friday! And another problem! Aden got kicked out of his house so he will be staying with me this weekend... *growl* But come sunday he has to go! My parents will not let him stay cause they have done stated he only uses our house as a motel and thats it. And mean old stupid Chloe is not coming to the house this weekend and so ( Read more... )

I think... I have a slight problem. OK first off until this weekend Chloe's cellphone is dead ; ; so I can not call my lovely Sis Kat until later ; ;. And then... I think... I am falling in love with someone else too... although I really really really uber love Kay... I think I love someone else to just as much... and I am confused. What do I do!!

Ok first off regarding Kat's comment yesterday on my post, lets go ahead and get one thing straight. Kat is not only THE girl but she is MY girl! So if anyone hurts her I will kill you got it! Kat is so loveable and *flying tackle and huggles kat* I love you ( Read more... )

Sitting in the computer lab doing nothing for french. Found all the recipes I wanted and need for my project and my partner is doing the rest of the work. My Kat came back but called me a meany cause I was sick last night and was tired. She upset me ; ; I feel so unloved now!! Kat please I love you!!! *cries ( Read more... )

Tis lonely and boring!! *cries* I had weird dreams last night, apperently according to them the Jade Bowls of Buddaha are missing and then something else was there too. It was invisible though and everytime I woke up I would pass back out. And when I got my "wake up call" this morning it was rather difficult to stay awake ( Read more... )

*sigh* I hated this weekend. Ran away on friday, forced to kick someone's ass saturday and then forced to go to a "family reunion" which was more like a church thing that anything... *growls* I hate churches and those bible huggers. I would not hate them so much if they only had faith, NOT Blind Faith. Blind Faith is bad! I wish it was never ( Read more... )

Tonight there are no stars around the moon, only the brillant light shining like a dim sun. And I think to myself... this is the night... the night my life changed years ago... but will that change now fully affect me and never allow me to love again? I worry... that I may not wake in the morning due to this day... that tonight at midnight... my ( Read more... )

Or at least I feel like it. At times my hurt just twinges for no reason and I get sick and feel very upset. Maybe me being all happy on the outside is affecting me on the inside... It hurts me so much when I think... "What if I am alone out there... and no one will ever love me as me?" Although I try to think positively... its so hard to at times ( Read more... )