So recently its basically been me just wanted to stab myself so that all my problems will just dissapear ( Read more... )

I left 2007 with a bang ( Read more... )

if i could rewind time and redo everything, i would.

these teenage hopes.

Me and Christina saw a psychic today. it was weird.

Last night was a bad night for me. I was at my usual runaway spot in my car just sitting there till 3 am. Andrew was talking to me on the phone. Im glad to have him. He made me feel better. Thank god.

Im home! yayyy thank god. if i was away for any longer, i would have died. its just awesome to be home, and do what ever for the next six weeks.. Me and nick drove 7 hours in the car, and we got lost in the bronx. and that was scary as hell, b.c people there are asshole drivers. This entry will be all over the place ( Read more... )

So i finally think i found some where i belong. like truly belong. Like i'm actually part of a group here. Karate, yeah i guess i was, but i never really hung out with every one on a daily basis, while others did. What ever, thats all over now any way as depressing as it sounds. CVS i was, but now thats in shambles as well. ambulance at home, i ( Read more... )

Holy snow batman! For the past week it has been on and off snowing, but the last 2 or 3 days it really came down. Today isnt that bad thank god, and its not that windy. Which is good, b.c ive been getting pushed around by that damn wind. But i still only walk around in a sweatshirt. Stubborn me ( Read more... )

So the semester ends basically next week. and then the week after that is Finals week, and because im a tech ed major, i dont really have final tests. i have projects. And of course i weight till the last minute ( Read more... )

The rest of thanksgiving break was good. Ran alot of calls. Spent most of my time at the garage with christina and rob. I didnt want to leave at all. I miss home emmensly.. and i just want to go back, ride on the ambulance, go to karate and have it be the same, hell i would even go to work and deal with the general retarted public and their stupid ( Read more... )