Idk what I'm feeling right now. Kinna scared, a lil bit happy, mad, confused, sad, depressed, discouraged...like every feeling that you could feel all at once! I really hate it too ( Read more... )

Me and John really haven't been seeing eye to eye the past couple weeks but it's cool. We are fine until about the night time and then thats when it happenz....but it's alright nothang too big really ( Read more... )

Cancer Feburary 21 ( Read more... )

Man, right about now I'm missng the good ol' days when I lived on Kentucky street. I miss going to GED classes and goofin off wit alla muh GED homiez, I miss walking home and then sleeping till Sheby came home and then walking in the freezing cold ta John and Derek's apartment...our get away back then. I miss just chillin over there with everyone ( Read more... )

So thangs are going pretty good I guess. John gotta job at Materguard with Robbi. They ride together and pay half gas each so it works out pretty well. Idk how long he's gonna be working there though cuz they are both on man power but hopefully they last the 2 months and then get hired on full time. If/When they get hired on full time then they ( Read more... )

So Jaimin's had his 2 month doctor's appointment set up fer like a MONTH now and my MOM is the one that scheduled it, making sure that it was on the exact same day as my neice Dezi's so that they could go together and not haveta worry about gas or ne thang like that. WELL I guess now she might not be taking us because of the fact that she has ( Read more... )

To get my life in order and get settled down somewhere of our OWN!! *tears* well not really tears but ya know. LOL! I just wanna getta GOOD JOB!! Like I wanna job at somewhere that's NOT fast food ya know! And I wanna get our own place SOON but I have some different expectations fer this place ( Read more... )

I hate having alla this baby weight. I useta think that I was fat before I ever even got pregnant! HA! I was so stupid...I'd kill ta be that "fat" again! I just feel so gross now and so unattractive...plus I don't have hardly ne clothes. I'm gonna start taking diet pills and taning...maybe I'll feel better about myself. Idk. I told John that Sunni ( Read more... )

Man I feel like shit, it really sux. I've been sick fer the past couple of days and it felt like I had strep throat and then yesterday I felt a whole lot better go figure, they called and told me I didn't have to come in at all cuz there was too many people working already, and I felt pretty good. Today I hadda work and I feel like shit again only ( Read more... )

Life, at this very moment sux BIG TIME! Jaimin is tryin his hardest not to go to sleep so he's bein fussy. And my throat hurts like hell...so bad that it's makin me have an ear ache, and my heads killin me and my stomache feels really fucked up too...and on top of that I gosta be at work in an hour and I'm poseta work until close. 2-9 and then ( Read more... )