i just simply renamed my journal yet again. of course a breakdown is going to be kaotic so why describe it. HA!...this is more suiting. anyhoo you all should've been changed over....i'm not some random stranger still me

-noel

this day seems to be the turning point of my life...Every friday im happy...and every other day im looking forward to Friday...I dont know why it's here and gone before I can even enjoy it. It also seems that each one Im tired exhausted and wore the fuck out ( Read more... )

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i'm alive. i'm sorry not enough time to write anything...will though soon.

i went to a viewing today. and from there i just sunk into a hole. lately i've been battling with death and dying. i've been staying awake sleeping horrible because this is all on my mind. i'm thinking that the only reason why is because i feel unaccomplished with my life. things just never went as i have planned. i try to be busy all the time ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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well. i need some help ( Read more... )

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sometimes one just has to lay down the rules.

in order to keep their own sanity.

am i right?

happy halloween my lovies.

sorry i did nothing special this year a lot has been going on.

yesterday i had a headache that lasted from 3am on sunday to about 3 am today. it kept me in bed all day yesterday. nice huh?