well my sis is due in 6 weeks if she doesn't come early. my grandpa is in the hospital in ICU. my life seems like it is one disaster after another. i am a mess. it is easier to restrit b/c i don't really want food. i had dinner w/ my dad and sister last night so i did eat more than usual then, but i burned it off ( Read more... )

Christmas went ok I guess, glad it is over. A New Year promises a lot of nothing new. I am back to restricting again, I am getting hungry, but trying to get back on my diet. I feel like my legs are totally fat...yuck ( Read more... )

I can't update properly. Ha!

I really should do better.

Found out my little sister is going to have a girl yesterday. wow my baby sister is having a baby.

Back on track, back to updating, back to me...........hopefully

well my aunt had her baby. it is really an amazing thing. all that time, all that pushing, all that pain, all the fear, and then out comes this tiny little person, brand new, totally helpless, totally dependent, completely innocent, fresh skin untouched by the sun, completely unaware of the world around her. i wish for one moment i could be like ( Read more... )

I don't do it enough. So much has happened, Too much to write down. moved, new job, a great loss, my own bell jar, lots of different things. I miss my friends, I miss my old job, my new one isn't bad, but its not like the old one. i'm sad, i'm happy. I ran my ass off on the treadmill today, it felt so good, i got a lot out. i went to the dry sauna ( Read more... )

Bleeding Sister ( Read more... )

Can't seem to check this enough or add friends, I'm not on much I guess. I'm never committed to anything it seems. This has been a very tumultous summer. One thing after another it seems. Job hunt is going, not too well, but going. At least I have a job that I love while I'm looking I guess. Hubby new job started today, along with a smaller ( Read more... )

So, I didn't run yesterday and kinda ate bad, but not too bad, and I feel like icky poo. Started my period, ugh, nothing a little overdose on midol didn't help. So day is a little better. Now I'm not motivated to run, I have to go do some errands after work then get home and do a few things, I wanna run, but would rather read, so if I don't run ( Read more... )

Well, 2 weeks till Vegas!! I'm really excited, I still can't believe we are really going. There is so much I need to do b/f we leave. I accomplished my 10 miles in a week, so go me! lol I've actually been eating well, I'm trying the recovery thing and it is going pretty good. Running helps me a lot ( Read more... )