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Sometimes I just wonder what it would be like if I wasn't with him. I've been with him for so long, would I be the same person now w/o him. I feel so lost and sad. All I know is him. Him and me together, for almost 10 years. Who would I be now if it weren't for him, would I be the same ( Read more... )

I plan on starting a strict 200/500 Calorie rotation to try and get to 100 by May. I think this is totally doable ( Read more... )

i'm so confused right now. there is so much going on in my life, i dunno what i am ( Read more... )

my grandpa has been in the hospital recovering from brain surgery, he almost died, he is just now getting better. he and my grandma have been in the hospital for 3 weeks. we just found out their house burned down! my grandpa built that house, it has been their home for 50 yrs. i'm sooo sad. i just ache for them. my sister is about to have her ( Read more... )

so i had a binging birthday weekend. ick. i feel so gross, i gained 4 lbs. i'm hoping most of it is water weight, plus i'm about to start my period. so i'm going to start taking some water pills to try and get my bloat off, and get back on my green tea pills to help with my metabolism while a serioiusly restrict. we are going to a patty's day ( Read more... )

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i'm having one of those days...its a bunch of crap ( Read more... )

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