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revelation
So after all this wallowing in self-pity, I've come to a conclusion of sorts. I MUST, not just need or want to, those aren't strong enough, I MUST live to make myself happy first at all costs ( Read more... ) -
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Internet almost up at my place, thank goodness. It's driving me up the wall, being such a long, painful process ugh ( Read more... ) -
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so did two exercise classes- demos- pilates and then ballet. both really fun. the pilates i'm more used to and know a lot of the moves already. and the ballet only very little from a fitness video. exciting stuff haha. no friends yet but am enjoying the classes so far ( Read more... ) -
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i miss art. omg do i ever. i just...wanna paint...and build big stretchers with big canvasses covering them... what a fantastic feeling lol...since i'm terrible carpenter it's even more amazing ( Read more... ) -
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so i just moved in yesterday to my new apartment on campus. my gf's parents are giving her problems now... i feel so helpless right now. :(
*sigh* anyway, computer was working at home before i moved and now it doesnt work at all. it's a piece of crap.
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you know, its so sad how put down careers like artists and writers are... no one has any faith in them anymore. they're considered side jobs. but you know, there's many ways to get by doing those as you're main job. and wtf. look at people like JKR, Tamora Pierce, and others. i guess things haven't really changed from like... feudal times, ( Read more... ) -
the york saga
ah the beginning of a school year...dear school, I have missed thee ( Read more... ) -
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So I feel like my life's falling apart right now. I hope things start to get better. I don't want to take this anymore. Hurts too much. Love is so much more than just wanting to be with someone you love.....
Love is patient, love is kind.
Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not ( Read more... ) -
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Not too bad today. Little stressed about money, it's hard not to go out to eat with the gf. Would be nice if I had my own place, bought my own groceries and such...would plan out meals for the week, make sure I have all the ingredients. But alas, btw being at home and the gf's house...never know what's there to eat... and I try to avoid being ( Read more... ) -
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I really hate my home life. I really really fucking hate it ( Read more... )