i sold both colt to OK, both geldings to WY and only have 3 bred mares for sale now. I"ll start foaling in a month. Hope I can get rid of one of these mares before then but doesn't look good ( Read more... )

I went to the funeral. There were over 1000 people there. (Pam counted,,, as I'm sure she was bored). I am still mourning his loss. I have lost him 2 times but 3 times in my mind. I deserve what I am feeling. I hate myself for long past events. I just can't let my self leave them alone. I made a grave mistake in my like ( Read more... )

My 9 1/2 year sweetheart was killed yesterday in a truck rollover due to the weather. I can't believe he is gone. some how in my sick mind,,, I alway though that someday we would still be together sometime in the future ( Read more... )

still haven't sold any horses.. still have 8 for sale and 9 on the way. augh... lots of lookie lous and but no money in hand. Going thru the hay already.. getting real worried.

The phone flew across the kitchen. Her counselor was on the other end. She didn't remember calling her but it was a voice on the wire. The room was spinning from the alcohol and blood ran down her arm. She lay in a bed of pills and vomit. Too much pain for these final hours had engulfed her mind. Darkness kept approaching but the underlying ( Read more... )

On top of all that crap with my feelings and broken heart shit... Henry Mouse had to be put to sleep yesterday too.. he came home with a shattered jaw. He was a favorite no stumpy manx juvinile cat. Always has to happen to the favorite ones.

how can life go along so good and then BAM! it hits you with a load of bricks over the head ( Read more... )

Dreamer is sold and I delivered him to S of Fargo yesterday with Sue. Boy, am I gonna miss that trailer when she leave the end of July ( Read more... )

I just don't get it. I had someone come to look at a horse yesterday and they were just down the road and called and coulnd't find us.... what dummies...this place is so easy to find. They never did show up and they had already traveled 2 hours to get here. Haven't heard from them since ( Read more... )

WEll, Rat is dead and Tico is pregnant...just great... now I have to look forward to an NI baby. I have colostorum on hand just in case I can catch the birth and save the baby ( Read more... )