well..very tired, havent updated in a couple days! Dont really know why, possibly because I've been extra busy with Ross and people! Tummy has been kinda sick, not feeling so well, i dont really know why. Anyhoo...Ross was over today, and we hung out at my moms house. It was kinda boring mostly, because there is nothing to do here, no one to hang ( Read more... )

bum bum bum...well i just got up a few minutes ago, and i feel sick still! I dont know what is wrong with me, but i dont want to go to the doctor...i hate doctors...they scare me! Hmm...well Ross and I are back together, and he and I are both very happy about it! He and i are both shocked by the way it all happened too! I'm not going to go into ( Read more... )

i think i am possibly the worlds biggest whiner but i have to have somewhere to complain or someone to complain too! Well...this week has just been INSANE...shoot im suprised im still sane after this week! It honestly feels like the twilight zone, and NOTHING seems real! Ross and I have just been so crazy this week...breaking up, getting back ( Read more... )

well..this is the second time today i have written in here and ive only been awake for 2 hours! Ross and I are DEFINETLY 100% over....no more going back out...unless some twilght zone crap happens again....but that would be the very distant future! :) but time will tell....anyway...so yes...today im getting together with one of my friends and we ( Read more... )

sorry...its been a couple days since I've updated but well...Ross and I have been having some issues...mostly my fault, and well...we have been on and off...last night he broke up with me and then we got back together...i think it's because i have no back bone, which is something HE wants ME to change ;) ha ....anyhow he and are talking about stuff ( Read more... )

well...as usual my computer is being retarded amd isnt letting me sign on! It's a piece of crap!...just got it for Christmas...brand new, and its not working already...! Anyway, im sitting on Kyle's computer and no one is talking to me except of course Sam, but he and I always talk! Uhh..havent talked to Ross today but I assume since Ross and Andy ( Read more... )

OMG....im so effing happy! Today started out cool...and became awesome! Ross made my day soooo much better! He started out by saying we would be friends, and he would never neglect me as a friend! Then at around 11 he called me because of course he promised...and either he changed his mind, or realized he was wrong, and still wanted to be with me, ( Read more... )

Well...im sitting in my room...and had an entry here earlier...and it said some pretty crucial and hurtful things about people i truly care about and it took someone to tell me just how hurtful it was for me to realize it! So for the person i hurt I'm so unbelieveably sorry! This goes out to you...to tell you that im trying...i will improve myself ( Read more... )

augh man! today is a really really really bad day! wish i hadnt woken up this morning! Well...if you are wondering why.... today, Ross broke up with me. Yup, after 7 months and 10 days, he realized he didnt want a serious relationship, well not as serious as we had been...and yes, today it ended. I am so unbelieveably and unexplainably upset! You ( Read more... )

man...today was kinda depressing! I was supposed to be at Ross' house but he failed to ask his mom if i could come over so the plans never worked out, and then i wanted to go to the mall but i couldnt find anyone to go with me. So instead of going with a friend, i brought my nine year old brother along, and i had about 4 people ask if he was my kid ( Read more... )